Answer:
A time when experienced an emotion strongly
Explanation:
I would say that I experience this almost every night. I have this irrational fear that I just won't wake up. I don't feel or want more time, I just feel like I am not in the right mindset or heart to leave yet. Not like I feel incompleten and need to tell everyone that I love them, but I just feel like it would be my fault if I never woke up. To be honest, it could just be because lately I haven't felt real. I don't even feel real right now. Right now I don't even know what I am doing, I have zoned out. It feels like losing touch with reality and having everything around you be fake. Like, these people have their own lives and I don't impact it. I'm just here. It doesn't necessarily make me sad or anxious or anything. Just numb. I think really I just need to spend more time working with myself and trying to find out who I am– what I am. Am I even anything? What is anything? Why do I feel like this? But I don't even feel anything so can I really ask that? Probably not. I want to compare myself to a twig right now. I barely serve any purpose, I am not noticed. And I am ok with that. My brain tells me that its wrong though, I am not supposed to think this way. How am I supposed to think then? What am I supposed to do?? Wake up? Why would I say that? Am I asleep? Is this a dream? That sounds cliche. I want to apologize. I am stuck in this..... thing. This state of confusion and I always feel like I am shaking. Not shaking because I am cold, nor because I have anxiety. I just feel, wrong.
