well first of all, i think you should take a break from relationships for about a month. think of what type of person you want to be with and write all those characteristics down. remember, no one is perfect and probably not many people have all the characteristics that you have on your list, but still look for the best. if you're scared of going back, don't worry. being heartbroken many times will make you a little scared going back into a relationship. hopefully you find a person that treats you right and values you for who you are! <3