I’ve cheated in school a few times (on homework) and maybe a test (once or twice). At first when I don’t get caught ... I felt great and relived for some reason... but when I got a good grade and everyone else didn’t (since this was a harder test) I felt horrible and guilty. These people (my friends and classmates) had studied and failed and I didn’t put in the effort and I passed.
I’m not sure if this was a narrative but it’s an honest answer
Hope this helped